"tomorrow is another day. tomorrow you may feel differently." ~sheso

The Maker's Diet.

this book is an excellent read, even for those who are not neccessarily religious but want to change the way they view their food and eating habits, and for those who want to change their way of life and eat healther, get in shape and be better for it.

i got so excited towards the end of The Maker's Diet that i went on a binge and threw away half of my kitchen. i don't really regret it--one read and you'll feel bad for eating non-organic, and feeding it to your kids, if you have any.

this book also made me revamp my mindset that i had about food before, as viewed in this post. not that i was wrong before, but i'd say more ignorant. there was a response given also to my post that i didn't quite "get" back then, but i get it now--thanks to the person that wrote me that post! now i see why pork is bad for you as well as other foods, and i understand that God's rules concerning food did not change. the only thing that did change is that now, eating whatever you want isn't a sin, but the bad for you foods still remain bad for you. you just won't go to hell for eating them.

i've decided to switch us over to a 50% minimum organic diet. this includes all dairy, fruits and vegetables. i'm aiming for all organic meats, but thus far those are expensive. for now i just try to get meats raised and prepared in the most natural, humane ways.

but what an excellent read it is...i got my copy for 99 cents off ebay *now you really didn't think i'd purchase this sucker for 15.00 new right?!* however, i've read in various places online that the author of this book, Jordan Rubin, offers free copies to those who are in financial straights but wish to obtain the information he provides.

i personally love the book. it's not gimmicky or weird and the rules really are simple and common sensical. of course those who aren't spiritually inclined will scoff at the more spiritual side of the book. and that's just fine. the rest of us appreciate his words and his relationship with God--i personally cried during a few pages.

we are making the transition to a naturally healthy lifestyle with this book and a few other resources i've obtained over time, and to be honest it's much easier than i imagined it'd be. i'm happy i'm doing it--my kids love organic 1% milk just as much as regular whole milk and the prices (which i'll blog about after my first full organic shopping experience coming up) thus far don't seem to be abnormally out of range. i paid 4.19-4.59 for a gallon of hormone/antibiotic laced milk, and now i pay 4.99 for a gallon of certified organic milk. well worth the extra few cents for the better health and piece of mind. now i feel guilty if i even think about getting my kids non-organic milk--like i'm purposefully giving them hormones and antibiotics in every cup of milk. we've even started on organic sugar (2.50 for 1.5 pounds). and that's not any fault at all of The Maker's Diet, i've been feeling this guilt trip rising in the back of my throat for a few weeks now!

i'm going to complete the book again and then just start the diet (which comes in three different phases and levels), but i'm already eating better after the first read. now i know that there's a possibility that what we eat isn't as organic as it could be, even if it's stamped by the usda as organic, but i can taste the difference in the milk that we drink now, and i can taste the difference in the sugar and the vegetables. the flavors are smoother, more robust. i noticed the milk tastes creamier and lighter. the vegetables have a sweeter, stronger taste. so i don't know if it's psychological or what, but so far we're enjoying it and i figure it has to have LESS chemicals in it than non-organic, which is always a start.

summer bugs.

we've been fighting a horrible flu bug all month long in my home...and it seems to be either the same or getting worse--never really better.

last night i ran the baby to the ER because she had a high fever and started throwing up. now her fever is still about 102 degrees...i've been giving her motrin and it helps a lot but as soon as it wears off the fever spikes right back up.

the flu has been chasing me too. this is my fifth day of sickness and i haven't been this sick in years. at this point i'm just trying to stay down in the bed and get lots of fluid...

the older two are with my mom, we're trying to keep them from getting sick like this because it's pretty bad. my only reprieve for the kids is that this is the last few days of school so they're in relax mode anyway and don't have schoolwork and clothes to stress (yay for me too OF COURSE).

so i'm just in bed trying to relax and get better. the hubby wrote me ordering it and telling me to hurry up because he "doesnt like it when we're sicky". lol.

neither do we!

"the devil does his job. we have to do ours." ~hubby

got it right.

and it was easy! yay welcome me back to the world of blogging...my phone is a newer model but for some reason it took forever to download the page before when i tried...now it's giving me no problems at all.

sooo...woohoo, go me! my beautiful blog, how i've missed thee. :)

i didn't forget!

i didn't forget about my beautiful blog, i promise. there's been alot going on but i still have no computer and am trying to figure out exactly how to blog from my cell phone.

for now i will say this...

spiritual warfare is a very real phenomenon and so worth looking into. i have been growing in my spirituality and facing some difficult, metamorphosis like times, and now i notice that i am beginning to second guess, question, cry, worry...things that are so unlike me.

i know this is an attack on who i am, my spirit and all that i stand for and aspire to be, for myself, my family and my God.

but i know what i am facing; i am prepared to battle.

i'll return, just wanted to let my blog know i didn't forget about it--i think about it more than anything else when i need to express myself.

no computer yet/of things related and unrelated!

there's been so much going on (as usual) but i don't have a computer yet *alas*. i have to definitely try harder to at least blog once per week until i get my computer status together. i miss blogging and just destressing...i miss so much.

but on a brighter note--i'm happy to announce that at least 85% of my house is now in beautiful used condition, meaning about 85% of the things that i own have been previously used.

i know that sounds crazy, but it's really coming along beautifully and i am siked out to own so many beautiful things that others have owned before. wow...i'm realllly siked!

not to brag, but my apartment probably looks better used than half of folk's apartments look new haha.

i don't want to get into a huge blog here, but aww what the hey eh? i have a comp now so i can quickly blog.

i dyed my locs honey blonde and everyone liked them, but now there needs to be another dye job done...they are now a darker auburnish brown. blah! i wanted them as light as i could get them--platinumy! i think i'm going to go asap and buy me some more dye...hmmmmmm....

i'm still running back and forth with my doctors, although now i have to find a new endicrinologist *sp* because my last one dumped me! his receptionist said that because i haven't gone in 30 days to see him, he terminated himself as my doctor. aw whatever, i didn't like him any old way.

my dog baby is doing SO much better it's amazing! she's now taking a medrol shot in addition to ivermectin and antihistamine pills and in a month it's made such a huge difference, i can't believe it. her fur is growing back and no more itchies! she gets a medicated bath every week, sometimes 3 times a week if needed, and that's also helping. i was going to put her down last month (finally came to the decision to be brave) but at the last minute my cousin (who is a vet! i never knew it) came to the rescue with encouraging words for me. God is good to me and mine because my vet charges me about 100.00 per month for ALL of this treatment, whereas i'd be paying close to 500.00 a month with her last vet, and most others. it's still difficult to afford but we make due.

my husband was given a hit, so he will not be paroling home this summer like we prayed. but everything happens for the best and God is good, so we are happy to announce that in september of 2010 he will be home with no parole and no one to answer to. we are waiting to leave the city and move, and since he won't have to ask permission to move, we can just go without issue. that is a blessing.

we are going through a very rough patch right now however *unfortunately*. but like everything else, i am confident that all will work out in the end.

so you get to hear this mad prison wife's ramblings for another year and a half (when i get a working laptop back).

there was a woman who asked for a laptop on freecycle and got one. then a man came through and asked for one and he also received it! i posted up and asked for one and nothing yet haha. but that's ok, i have my eyes set on a new *used* dell anyway, i know what i want! :P


business would be picking up alot faster if i had a computer. hmm...but i am becoming more confident daily in my product and i believe that it will be a success. check out my website here and support me!

oh man oh man i wish i had more time to sit and catch up, but i don't :( maybe later i'll be able to come back and just sort through and post normally...but until then...

later gator!!!